Belated confession


Drank wine, I wake up at night, then again hard to close your eyes, can not find a logical miraculous actually thought of you, and then later into thoughts slowly, struck unconscious on your number, no surprise , the phone's voice remains calm and natural……。    The clock back to 2002, it is still a quiet and natural summer, do not touch without deliberate attention, gently, gently, you close to me, look at me, care about me, I was kept in the dark cold cold , quietly, I quietly walked, who could know that heart has long been burning for me, and then later everything is so calm and natural, who can not remember that moment we accepted each other '。    Everything calm and natural, did not think we would be willing to care about each other each other, no uproar, no one wink, everything around so calm and natural。No one aware, even we ourselves do not care what kind of love is a way of coming to us, there is no reason we take for granted to each other as their own and quietly with love, now in retrospect how much it is a precious Friendship, and we are still calm。Did not think to cherish and treasure, we are quietly cherish it。    Forget the sleepless nights, that I came back from home, beaming your colleagues sugar, they scrambled, and you are desperate cry, slams。I suddenly realized, everyone suddenly realized, at that moment, the world froze, I can not remember each of you is in what way away, and I just stood there wood, this life can not forget it is a kind of mood……    I do not know how to face you, how to face you, I escape the, dare not look at you, and can not find any reason your way to comfort。More than a week after that, all of us have lost the vitality, we have quietly come and go, all eyes seem to blame me, life is the most happy and glorious thing, for me, actually It became a great error。    In those days, you disappear from my world, I heard you locked himself in the room, not even rice to eat, many people are worried that you are not about to happen, but you accept it calmly。    That night, you quietly walked into my room, I stood up and moved to want to do a lot of explanation, but I do not know where to start….Night quietly, quietly, you just ask me why this is so?In fact, I do not know himself for what, that night, the loss of time and gently, heaven and earth can testify for us, you wipe away the last tear for my water, quietly, you laugh, you say:“This three for you to write diary can prove, burn them, I wish you happiness!”You and slightly deep hatred eyes from, all of a sudden I read three years to deliberate and care and countless other than that no micro care and love heart, heart badly, suddenly had that strange feeling, I can not tell, but it can feel it, I feel, it is the kind of indescribable feeling。I said nothing, only cold tears shed row……